It was evening time. I just woke up from sleep and came out of hut. All fresh air around, just after the sunset, movements in the atmosphere seems to be fast paced. People were returning home from farm. Someone was busy getting all the chicken inside the shelter. Kids were busy in their play.
In all this, after waking up, I sensed strange feeling of not knowing who am I and why am I here! I got confused. After spending some moments, I regained enough sense to relate myself around my surrounding.
I noticed my mother, cleaning the utensils, went to her and ask "Bai, what happened?"
"You have just woke up. Freshen up."
That was certainly right answer but not what I was looking for. Maybe I couldnt framed my question rightly.
I just stood there for some time and the feeling of strangeness wiped out slowly and I was back in life. Of course without knowing who am I and what am I doing. But as the question wiped out, answer was not required.
It was afternoon time just sometime back. Lot of rush around. Support engineers were busy with managing customers. Developers busy with coding. I had just finished aligning todays tasks with people and was planning for next activities.
All of sudden, I developed strange feeling of who am I and what am I doing here.
I just sat for some time. Took a sip of tea and waited. It wiped out after some time.
Thankfully by this time, I am way too much familiar with this feeling and know how to handle it. The feeling which I got first time as a 5 year old kid is still there, questions are still unanswered, I still try to figure it out.
Every time I got different and interesting answers. Every time I was able to get back the sense and relate myself with surrounding. Here am I.
So this is a journey to track the feeling, to pursue the answers.
What to do in the meantime? Work hard and enjoy the life!!!
In all this, after waking up, I sensed strange feeling of not knowing who am I and why am I here! I got confused. After spending some moments, I regained enough sense to relate myself around my surrounding.
I noticed my mother, cleaning the utensils, went to her and ask "Bai, what happened?"
"You have just woke up. Freshen up."
That was certainly right answer but not what I was looking for. Maybe I couldnt framed my question rightly.
I just stood there for some time and the feeling of strangeness wiped out slowly and I was back in life. Of course without knowing who am I and what am I doing. But as the question wiped out, answer was not required.
It was afternoon time just sometime back. Lot of rush around. Support engineers were busy with managing customers. Developers busy with coding. I had just finished aligning todays tasks with people and was planning for next activities.
All of sudden, I developed strange feeling of who am I and what am I doing here.
I just sat for some time. Took a sip of tea and waited. It wiped out after some time.
Thankfully by this time, I am way too much familiar with this feeling and know how to handle it. The feeling which I got first time as a 5 year old kid is still there, questions are still unanswered, I still try to figure it out.
Every time I got different and interesting answers. Every time I was able to get back the sense and relate myself with surrounding. Here am I.
So this is a journey to track the feeling, to pursue the answers.
What to do in the meantime? Work hard and enjoy the life!!!
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